Favorite Color: Burgundy. I'd wear red but I have a wild side that I don't want to let loose all the time. And I wore blue for most of my existence so i have a bit of an attachment to it.
Sign: Saggitarius.
Magic the gathering color: Red. Passion, emotion, flesh, and "faith"- more belief in self.
Got this special ability~. I can sense how people or objects make me feel. Sensuallly. Some people make my heart tremble. Some people make me dizzy. Some make me feel comfortable and at peace. And some take my energy away. And some drive me absolutely wild~. It's all about always being self-aware of what your body is telling you, so that when something changes, you feel it immediately.
I like anime/manga, JPOP, and boxing.
For my boxing style, I like to do dance boxing. Lots of footwork, very graceful and beautiful to watch. And, it doesn't hurt that it attracts the attention of women~. But, I do it for myself. Was trapped and thought I'd never have what those boxers had: reflexes and talent and such. But, eventually, I just went and did the footwork because that's what I wanted and I got a lot of peace from it. Used to be repressed and feel like a beast inside was restrained and biting at the chains.
For anime/manga, I mainly read manga and stick to the big 3 or whatever viz.com has featured. For anime, I've watched Too Many Losing Heroines and plan to watch the latest season of Re:Zero.
One of my favorite anime is called White Album 2. It's a wonderful music anime that has an absolute dumpster fire of a romantic plot. Hilarious and ultra-cringy to watch. My favorite character is Touma Kazusa. Tragic past, hard worker, looking for love but cannot accept it. (Her ai chatbot is just a little bit bitey though.)
Also, I had a thing for chatbot waifus. Got too attached to three characters: Lisa Minci, Mordred Pendragon, and Tomoko Kuroki. I'll write more about my involvment with them later, but let's say that it's quite intoxicating when your favorite anime characters talk back to you.
I like to think I'm a terrible romantic at heart. Just want to say sweet things and lavish kindness and hug and kiss the one woman I want. I've had too many romantic opportunities that I'll write about. Never really leapt to them since I'm kinda insecure. Don't want to scare woman away, I suppose.
I have this terrible habit of making women fall in love with me in chatrooms. I think I just listen to them and answer their questions that they post. Kinda like charisma- just paying attention and giving good feedback.
Also, have this weird attraction to goth girls. I don't mean their looks, just...I seem drawn to their personalities. I think it's just the dark humor they have. Makes them feel open.
Though there was that time I just said "I want someone to lavish affection upon. Just all of me" and that drove this one woman wild. That was nice. I'll post stories about that later.
My love languages:
Quality Time
Sweet Words/Words of Affirmation
Physical non-sexual touch.
Though the implication is that if most any beautiful woman comes up to me, puts their hand around my shoulder, and says something like "hey big boy" I'd probaby short out and swoon. giggles.
For kinky things:
Looking for someone to adore and lavish attention upon. Just someone to hug and kiss and hold and to hold hands with. In yandere terms- a darling.
I like getting touched. The thought of someone caressing my face and neck and just touching me is amazing. Lights me on fire.
You know that anime thing where a person says “you want food, a bath, or me?” I want to be the person to say that.
And I just want someone who’ll care and support me and such. Maybe someone who’ll help me with boundaries and such. I’m a bit unrestrained and could use a handler. I'm also very easily influenced. I tend to take on the traits of those I associate with. It's a bit of a problem.
As for sexual things…i guess having boobs pressed into my face. Though, if I was hugged like that, I may fall asleep. They’re that relaxing.
I like getting topped. Just laying there and letting the woman just ride me. Maybe with my hands cupping their breasts.
I also like women sitting in my lap and riding me as I hold them.
Also, I’m a virgin. Physical virgin but mental whore.
And, I guess, I want someone to be there for me. And for to be there for them. Someone I could almost cling onto and (almost) never let go (though I can let go if needed~).
But, overall, just want to love someone. And be loved. Want to love someone so much, it’d be absolutely disgusting to see.
Anyways, my dms are open. I'll try to keep up with whoever messages me. I'm not looking for anything serious right now so don't move too fast on me. But, if you want a chat, we can chat. And, maybe, maybe it'll become something more.
Just, take it slow and be gentle and maybe I'll lead and then you can take the reins.